Seasonal Relationships


(Don’t mind me, I’m just unloading my thoughts…)

I’m always amazed by how much things can change in such a short period of time. Back when I was really active online, either blogging, chatting or emailing, I made some really good friends. People I admire, respect and value. Maintaining relationships of any kind require effort and I try to make sure that people know that they’re important to me.

So yesterday I sent a friend of mine a message on Facebook saying that I miss them and we need to catch up because it’s been far too long since we’ve chatted. Now this person is someone I would talk to fairly regularly in the past. We’d grown close to the point that we would even exchange holiday cards throughout the year. Of course, when life gets in the way then days between chats turn into weeks that turn into months until eventually I couldn’t remember the last time we actually talked. I was so happy when they responded with enthusiasm about us MAKING time to reconnect with one another! I’m looking forward to it.

That being said, there are still a couple people who used to be friends of mine that are friends no longer. Now if it were simply a matter of time between contact or some sort of escalated disagreement, I would totally understand. But these people left my life for reasons that they still haven’t chosen to reveal to me. Now I know that some relationships are only for a season as people come and go from our lives. I realized a long time ago that I will never please everyone and there will be times when I offend people unintentionally. But for me, it helps to at least know why a season with a particular person has passed. Especially if there has been some unknown offense from which I might learn and grow.

In spite of feeling like there’s never enough time in a day, I really do value my relationships with other people and what they add to my life. I’m not one of those people who need constant affirmation and will do anything to get it (I have a wife for that) πŸ˜‰ But there are times when I just need to understand what is taking place. I don’t have to be your best friend, but I at least want to be a good friend. The only way that can happen is if we communicate with one another if there are issues that need to be addressed.

What prompted this post is that I happened to read a message from one of these former friends this morning. They were wishing me a happy birthday in 2010 and hoped I had a splendid day. The message finished with a P.S. saying that we needed to catch up… and eventually we did. But a few months later all communication from this person stopped. When I tried to ask them what happened, all my attempts to contact this person were ignored for weeks until finally they responded saying that they didn’t want to tell me right then. That was nearly a year ago.

Over the past year I’ve sent out an olive branch message every few months or so, hoping to find out what happened. But to date it has proven unsuccessful. I could understand if this person were extremely busy, but we have mutual friends with whom they continue to interact. I can only assume that there’s an issue between us personally. But the only way I can become a better person is for others to point out the areas in which I might improve. I hope someday to at least have an answer for what has taken place, because this feels uncomfortably unfinished.

So if you and I are currently friends, I only ask that you promise to be honest with me about how you feel. If you feel that I haven’t given our relationship enough attention, let me know. You’re in my life for a reason and I want you to understand your value and place in my heart.

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5 thoughts on “Seasonal Relationships

  1. Great post! I appreciate you sharing this…and sharing your experiences. I’ve been going through something similar in my thought process and in a few of my relationships. I never liked the friends “come and go, for a reason, or a season” crap…but then came to realize it’s actually true. We can only do our best on our end…and we must remember they have some responsibility in the relationship, too. And we can’t force anyone to be who they’re not. So, I guess we do the best we can…if someone really loves us, then they’ll be honest with us, they’ll forgive us, they’ll ask for forgiveness when they’ve been wrong, and so much more. To have a few friend like that, makes all difference. πŸ™‚
    HUGS!
    πŸ™‚

    • I agree completely. I have very few friends like that. I do wonder if that’s just the way it’s supposed to be. I see nothing to be gained by avoiding or ignoring someone if at any time you considered them a good friend. That’s not what good friends do. Plus, it seems a little cowardly. I’d rather have friends who will speak honestly to me and confront me in a loving way than those who simply disappear.

      • Sometimes I’ve had to come to realize (when people disappear), it’s often more about THEM and what’s going on in their lives, than it is with ME! I always want to take the blame, like I immediately “wonder what I did wrong? What should I have done better?, What’s wrong with me? etc.” When in reality it’s often not about me…so sometimes I give it another go…I try to reach out and see if they are okay…etc. But often if they just want to disappear, they will. 😦 So, I try to be grateful and appreciate the time they were in my life…and the good memories I have with them. (This is the Pollyanna in me!) πŸ™‚

  2. I keep trying to “like” this post…but when I hit the “like” button it doesn’t work.

    • Hmm… that’s weird. I wonder why it won’t let you like it?? Regardless, I know you like it and that’s all that matters. πŸ˜€

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